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December 11, 2005
Embrace Your Shadow
I HATE cjb.net.
Damm laggy servers... So i decided to venture away from the whole flash thing, and be lazy and get blogspot to do all the work. I've stolen a K1 template and modified it a bit. And it contains my usual theme of shades of black and white, with a bit of red and the occasional chinese characters somewhere.
Ok.. so I don't know how many people are reading this - But I SWEAR it will be the last thing i ever try to create in terms of an online journal.
I slept early and woke up late today... I slept for 13 hours. I don't know why. The night before i slept for around 11 hours and i felt dead. Why is it when I sleep for so long, i still feel so tired? Everyones been telling me the more you sleep, the more tired you get - and i know that.
But theres a difference between tired and about to collapse.
Maybe im just getting old. I have been feeling a bit old lately. Nothing seems to be like it used to, and i've been telling people;
"when i was young... coke was only a dollar and fifty cents. When i was young.. lollies came in a paper bag at the corner shop".
I can't do the things I used to. Problems seem to be never ending and reoccuring, and white hair piles on more as the days pass by.
Before when someone used to annoy me, id either punch them in the face or walk away. And now, I can't do either. - and that to me means that i've lost control of my life, all the problems entangle into the matrix of my daily passing by, and before I know it, I spend all my time just getting rid of all the problems.
Hey, sure im all for the whole living thing - but it just is a high maintanence thing don't you think?
You spend 1/3 of it sleeping, and probably another 1/3 doing all the necessary things, like eating, showering(only to some), and all the other hoo ha.
And that only leaves me with 1/3 of 24hrs considered "leisure time" ? my, thats only 8 hours, 6 of which are consumed by travel and school.
So in the end you really only have 2 days for yourself, which most likely im to spend doing something to make tomorrow easier for me, i.e. cleaining my room.
2 hrs is all i have to myself!?
To all you economists out there, does that seem worth it? To spend 22hrs just to have 2 hours worth? thats only a 9.01% return.
