I think my fish wants to kill itself.

It bashes the filter, which is clogged because it keeps on uprooting my bamboo and sends dirt flying across the tank.

Its my largest shubunkin, and i called it satan - aptly named.

I've discovered a ploy by my parents. I know why they want to send me overseas. Its to boycott me. *overseas at the end of the year.

its so i can't work, and buy a motorbike and runaway.
and its also so that they can ransack my room.

but mostly so that i cna't work, and so i can't build a proper life - all so that i am fresh in unversity, so that one day i don't decide to quit uni, and pursue my dreams of being a ps2 game tester by day, and a professional CS player at night.

Anyways. my tank is now filled with particles of dead skin and stray misbits. I shall take care of that tomorrow.

I've decided from today that my aim by the end of the year, is to be away from here =)

It most likely will fail, but theres no harm in trying. Actually there is. bbut im trying to ignore that for now.