theres this scene in evangelion, where shinji, this annoying teenage boy who whines about everything from why cornflakes are so ugly, to why he has to save the world - tries to run away because the whole world is immensly ugly, and slowly kills us all.

Anyway, while hes running away because he feels like everyone wants him to be something, all he wants to do is sit at home, play his ps2, and occasionally go out for food, and he keeps on wonder why the world is so slack, because simply, hes so useless because everyone else is so good because they've become sluts to society

anyway. so he runs away. then this "angel" comes. It blows one of his friends to peieces. Like full into peices, she actually gets turned into vapor, after being in 50 tonnes of steel. Then this "angel" tries to kill the whole world, and while doin so, it cuts of his other friends arms, this chick that he has the hots for. Then this "angel" cuts off her freakin head.

so shinji finally goes "sigh. i guess i'll just go and save the world then". so he gets in this enourmous hunk of junk, and then tries to kill this thing. The thing sorta stops him, and beats the living shit out of him, hes on the floor, having his face and insides ripped apart, and then he gets his arms fucking ripped off his body.

what to do? he's basically unconcious, but then out of no where, his robot goes fucking beserk. It gets up, rips the arm off the "angel" and replaces it with his own. Then what does it do? it fucking eats the thing. It rips it apart, then opens ups its insides, and eats and eats and eats, and theres bits of freak hanging off his mouth, and it just eats and eats and eats while having half his body ripped apart.

Anyway. thats how i feel. I feel like the crazy person who eats freaky angels, and the one being decappitated, or blown up. Also the people watching people eat people. and also the person having his insides being torn apart and laid out like dinner for four.